11 Days to Go

11 days to go until our big day...
Fiance had his bachelor weekend this past weekend... Supposed to have a bachelorette weekend this weekend coming up ... but that has to be cancelled now because we have no money and my FH thinks I my girls should be paying for me......

So not only was I originally not having a bachelorette weekend, (we were going to do nails and go to a winery.. with only 2/ 9 bridesmaids... but now I cant even do that....
Anyone have any suggestions that dont cost money or know how to not spend money getting at least their nails done????
On top of it, we originally planned on going to Italy for our honey moon.. then it was changed to Tennesse (my favorite place).. then Amish country (which I was okay with as long as we got time away to spend together and relax away from our house that we're currently renovating)....

But now we cant even do that....
I dont know what to do...... I'm so fed up at this point. I feel like I've had absolutely no part in planning my own wedding which has down graded to a back yard bbq... because EVERYTHING has either been taken away from me and dealt with (without my knowledge until afterwards), or I've had NO say what so ever from the beginning...
I'm honestly not trying to sound like a bridezilla but my Lanta... when do I get a break? When does the BRIDE get to relax? Oh that's right... she doesn't...