Okay, so i am planning for my 4th marriage See my first marriage well i got married when i was 19 and 7 months almost 8 months pregnant and that marriage lasted 7yrs. I knew my first husband litterly my entire life. My first husband was my moms best friend/back up plan. My second marriage well i really only married him because well out of spite to my family. My second husband and i got married a year after knowing each other and we already one kid together and i was pregnant with our second kid. We were only married for a year and a month when I filled for divorce. My third marriage now that one is a werid story and i mean werid story. My third husband and I had way more downs then ups and I do mean way more downs. We had several miscarraiges. He wasnt the nicest person to live with or the healthiest person to live with or the cleanest (house, car or hygine wise). Now this one that i am planning well this one I cant really describe how our relationship is. I can say hes the only one that has made me feel like this. This feeling he makes me feel I cant really describe it. We have not dated for long but it just feels like we are meant to be i guess. Theres really no words i can say about how the feeling he makes feel all the time.
Sorry for just going on about something that really makes no sense but i have so much going on and all i talk to his my fiance and no one else about it. I guess i just wanted to talk. Again I am sorry.
