Hi! Covid bride here and need some advice. So I had my wedding planned originally for July of this year, but due to covid, I pushed it to October of next year when my venue would allow. I told my immediate family this, but I didn't announce the new date to anyone and just decided to wait to send a save-the-date.
Around my original date, my cousin got engaged. I asked her about planning and she said they weren't really thinking about setting a date yet because they had a lot to work out.
Then I find out today from my mom that they went looking for venues, picked the weekend before mine, and then didn't tell anyone. My cousin's mom told my mom. When my mom said that it was close to my wedding and asked if my cousin had talked to me, they said it was my fault for not sending out a save-the-date yet.
I am 100% part of the "you get one day" movement, so I'm not upset that they picked a week before mine. I am upset that they didn't think to talk to me and could have picked my exact date, and that it seems like they were blaming me for being a bad communicator when I did try.
I think it's relevant backstory that my extended family has history of being emotionally manipulative and that I am pretty sensitive about it. I feel like my nuclear family is frequently gaslit, bullied, and otherwise manipulated, and I am angry about other recent things that my extended family has done, which may be spilling over into my reaction. My extended family is extremely close and involved in each other's lives. I have some concerns that the weddings being so close together will cause some kind of conflict, and I think I have something like a trauma reaction to past family conflicts that blew up out of nowhere. I have real trust issues with the whole crew.
So basically, am I wrong to be upset that my cousin didn't reach out to me/still hasn't reached out to me now that the dates have been brought to her attention and she knows I'm hurt?
Also, should I move the wedding while I have time? I genuinely fear my family's response to conflict and I worry that having two weddings so close will inevitably lead to conflict (even if I don't start it). Has anyone else had problems with two weddings being so close?