Hey all,
New to the boards. But I thought this could be a good place for support. God knows I'll need it.
So, to the topic. I was on the phone with my sister this morning and decided to take the opportunity to announce to her that I was going to be engaged soon instead of letting her wait to see the shock of just pictures on Facebook later. My boyfriend and I are planning on getting engaged in the very near future, I just told him I preferred for him to surprise me, so he has that in the works. Yay!
Well, a little background, I grew up in a large, very catholic family. In college I started to explore other mindsets and ask questions and ultimately decided that the Catholic belief system didn't line up with my own beliefs. My family has never forgiven me for this decision. My dad is the worst. So much yelling. He already said he would never attend my wedding if I married my fiance. And they blame me for making my mother unhappy.
I've dealt with this for years, so I knew they wouldn't be overjoyed that I'm marrying that man that makes me truly happy. But, I called my sister today and I knew she wouldn't be happy, but she broke down crying. The same old story started up again about how I should just come home, that I am a missing piece of the family, that I'm wrong. I calmed her down a bit because I also learned how to talk very calmly despite what is going on in these years of estrangement. She started to talk a little more reasonably, and decided she'd think about whether to attend or not.
I can handle it well enough, it just makes me sad. Anyone else in similar predicaments? How did you handle the emotional blows?