I'm getting married 113 days! My fiance is slammed with school, because he's in the post-graduate program and student teaching, then spending each weekend with immense amount of lesson planning. My mom just had major surgery, so I've been helping her and things. But both of our families have never had a wedding (other than parents), and both of our families do have some toxicity in certain aspects. It just sucks knowing that I'm alone in the excitement! My brothers get awkward when it's mentioned, obviously my mom needs time to recover, and other family members of mine are toxic. On my fiance's side, his siblings are also busy with school, and his parents don't make many comments, plus my relationship with them is a little iffy (I think especially too since their oldest daughter isn't included in the bridal party). I overshared but it's just isolating sometimes. I know my fiance is so excited to get married but he barely has time to watch a movie these days, so I don't expect him to have full blow conversations about the wedding and planning and things.
Is there anyone I can freak out with?! Everyone at my school is either really young and don't care, or they've already been married and don't wanna listen to me lol. I just wanna show people my dress and talk basics and just be excited 😅