And it's going about as well as I expected.
That is to say, I've been triggered once, can't sleep, I'm fighting off panic attacks, feel very awkward as the only non-Christian here this weekend, and have realized all the questions in the notebook are issues FH and I have already discussed in couple's therapy. (Yes, we can always discuss more, but I'm so uncomfortable here that I am not able to discuss this stuff well.)
Breakfast is in 2 hours.
I'm a mess.
I'm doing this because FH really wants to get married in the Catholic church, but I'm starting to worry about the cost to myself.