Hey gals. Due to some incredibly stressful life events over the course of last year I have developed an anxiety disorder and now I get panic attacks. I'm in therapy, but not on meds. Since I started wedding planning I'm getting more panic attacks. Supposed to get married this fall. Have the church and reception venue booked. All I can think of now is how I'm going to sit through a Catholic ceremony for 30-45 min with all eyes on me with out fainting/throwing up/panicking? How am I going to deal with a whole reception and 75 guests (I feel that that's a lot since I always pictured having like 25 guests, just immediate family.) Save the dates were sent and everyone is so thrilled for us since we have been together for 6 years, engaged for 1 yr. It's all our fam/friends talk abt. Invitations arrived and every time I look at them I want to barf. I want to just elope and call this big wedding off but I know everyone will be so dissaponted. Also dont want regrets...HELP?!
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