Covid emotions

Hello! My wedding is about 27 days away. I am a Covid 2020 bride actually. My Husband and I got married at the courthouse instead when we were supposed to get married in Mexico in March 2020. I realized through all of it that our marriage was what was important to me. I was devastated though when we couldn’t go to Mexico like we had planned. We are trying our ceremony again in 27 days but there is a part of me that is getting highly emotional as the feelings of a ruined Covid wedding are coming back. I’m worried it will get ruined again and sad it’s not going to be the same,l. Any other brides who are trying their wedding again that was affected by Covid and are feeling sad again or emotional? I am definitely looking forward to a Mexico vacation though and know my husband and I are in a wonderful place since getting married. Just sad I never got a real wedding I guess.