This is going to be long but stick with me LOL
I've talked about this issue with friends and family, but I really feel like you guys are extremely honest - sometimes brutally and I really need honest opinions!
I got engaged in September and am having my wedding this September. One of the first things I did after getting engaged is ask my bridesmaids to be in the wedding. It's been SO fun having a large bridal party. All of my bridesmaids are so supportive and have made me feel so loved during this super weird time to be planning a wedding - Especially after canceling our big wedding and completely changing the vision all together for a smaller one.
Except for one -
She and I have known each other for the shortest amount of time of all my other bridesmaids, we only met last June through my fiancé and her boyfriend. I asked her to be in my wedding because over the 4 ish months that we got to know each other, we got so so close. My fiancé and her boyfriend work together and we are all a very tight nit circle - most of my bridal party is married/engaged/dating someone in my fiancé's party. Since we've been close, she has always seemed to value friendship SO much. She would call me early one morning and ask if I wanted to drive 4 hours to the beach for the day, always wanted to get dinner or brunch, always sent a text every so often if we haven't talked in a week or so to check in on me. I very much so value my friendships just as much as I do my relationship so we just clicked - UNTIL I got engaged. She accepted the invite to be in the wedding but immediately changed her tune with me. My party is picking out their own dresses but in the color scheme I want. She refused to wear the colors I wanted. She doesn't respond to any group text or text I send her individually about wedding or Bach planning, or just simply me reaching out to see how things are with her or to see if she wanted to grab dinner or catch up. She literally has fallen off the grid.
My fiancé and I invited the two of them over for dinner a couple of weeks ago and she surprisingly came. We made a vegetarian meal (because she is vegetarian), supplied their favorite drinks and tried to really host them. Things seemed to go well!
The next week, she bailed on a bridal dinner I had planned for months because she "wanted to take off of work so she could hang out with her boyfriend". (keep this in mind, it will matter in a sec.)
My feelings were hurt. This was probably the 5th time she had bailed on me, except for the dinner that she and her boyfriend came to. So I told her that that was totally fine and to have a fun night...but also mentioned that I didn't want her to feel obligated to something she wasn't super interested in. I meant no foul feelings when I said that - I know being a wedding can be inconvenient and even though I try to make things as stressless as possible, I don't want anyone to feel like the HAVE to do something they don't want to.
She in turn, FLIPPED on me and said that my wedding and whatever events it brought was not worth her PTO and that I needed to "get my head out of my ass" and realize the world doesn't revolve around me just because I am getting married (I am fully aware). This really rubbed me the wrong way because se had JUST take the day off of work to simply hang out with her boyfriend who she lives with, but told me my wedding events (AND WEDDING) were not worth her spending her PTO on. I then told her I didn't want her in the wedding and removed her from group text. She never responded and we haven't discussed this any further. Maybe I'm cold, but I feel a sense of relief and don't care to mend this and let her back in. As we all know, weddings are expensive and time and effort consuming - and each bridesmaid costs me a ton of money and time invested, if you don't want to be in the wedding, I can just save my energy and money and put it where and to whom it will matter!
The issue now is she is putting this pity party on social media as if I was this viscous bridezilla. My bridesmaids and I have obviously discussed what happened and they are shocked and don't think I did anything wrong and actually support the decision to remove her.
I feel terrible seeing her posts like she was victimized and can't decide if I need to reach out and apologize (not entire sure what for but I'm open to seeing things in a different view if someone tells me I'm nuts).
I don't want to be a mean girl who excludes her (she hasn't been dating her bf long and she isn't really friends with the other girls in our group )but I also don't want someone who I have to beg to participate.
Should I swallow my pride and be the bigger person and make a mends for the sake of the group and the guys?!
I know this is a PAINFULLY LONG discussion but I trust yall's responses and need a little clarity of how to handle!