I always wanted a masquerade ball formal traditional church wedding. Castles and very Beauty and Beast like. Have my dad dance w/me and all that stuff...well not happening.
My husband to be and mother in law hate w/passion and supposedly his friends too masquerade idea.
Castles are available in LI but wwwaaayyy over budget
My dad refuses make speech or/& dance w/me@wedding.
My husband to be and 1 bridesmaid fighting bad
I didn't realize this much time,energy& fighting would be involved and I desire not to have wedding@all and just elope by friend no ceremony at all just papers and be done.
Paperwork has be fike cuz fiancee Jewish like I don't wanna do anything anymore.
I stop seeing my friends and family cuz of this wedding and its created fights between him&I
Only invites I liked I created for masquerade wedding he hated (Im very artsy graduated w/computer art and fashion degree)
I hate flowers and always did.
I wanted red as color finance choose black and white
Cuz of my I don't give dam cuz Im so fed up its not worth it attitude having bridesmaids pick their own dress and shoes and I pay up to certain amount and call it a day thats their gifts no stress on I or girls
This wedding so cliche its like why bother
I want to relinquish all control of wedding cuz I don't want it anymore my mom in law and fiancee do I just wanna see people again&sleep and not worry about stupid things that don't matter how can I relinquish all control ?