Anyways.... one of my bridesmaid kind of guilt me into asking a mutual friend to be apart of the bridal party. Let me just say. Initially I had 5 bridesmaid(2 of my sister, 2 SIL, 1 bestie) and my husband has only 4 groomsmen. Now I have 7 bridesmaid and 4 groomsmen. 1 of the bridesmaid I'm ok with but some times she rubs me the wrong way. We've been friends since elementary school, but due to some toxic stuff that happened 8 years ago... we're not as close. I kind of wanted her in my wedding but then I dont... but it's too late because I already asked her to be apart of it. 😫 I shouldve just stuck with my sisters being in the party and left my friends out. Idk. How can I get myself to relax more and not worry about it? Also... my wedding is out of state. I just want to cancel it all and just go on a big honeymoon, but its tooooo late. We already put our deposit down on the church, banquet hall, wedding dress & save the dates
idk. Im just ranting. Sigh. I feel like the stress is causing me to break out...
