This is more of a rant than anything. A year ago when I got engaged I just knew I'd lose weight for my wedding. Get skinny, get toned...you know all that good stuff. I'm not a huge person by any means, but I wanted to lose a good 15-20lbs so I could look thin for my big day. Well, life got in the way. Teaching, moving -- my excuses go on and on. I am now 2 months away from my wedding and feeling horrible about myself. I haven't lost a pound. I feel like I have run out of time to really make a difference. Instead of motivating myself I now just count the days until my wedding and feel like I have spent all this money on a photographer and videographer only to not be happy with how I look on my wedding day. I feel defeated and it is my own fault. Anyone else out there feeling like this? Maybe we can get together and get motivated, lol