Feeling let down

Hi guys. I’ve been feeling very sad and let down by my side of the family. With the pandemic, we lost our venue then we end up canceling our out of state wedding. Now we’re planning a small wedding in July in our home state with just our immediate family and friends.


So this means everyone is coming from out of state (my side of the family) and all of my bridesmaids pretty much decided they can’t come due to personal reasons. I get it, they have lives too. I just wish they were here for me now that it’s my time. I supported them when it was their special day. My parents won’t come due to medical reasons. The only person, who has stood by me is my brother. Nothing is stopping him. My fiancé doesn’t seem to understand why I’m so upset and feel so defeated with this whole wedding thing.
I’ve been telling myself that I don’t care and it’ll be fine cause this is really when you find out who’s really cares and those that are just there.
At this point there won’t be a bridal party. Can someone suggest how I should do the ceremony? I had this vision of everyone walking down the aisle but now I don’t even know anymore.
Thank you.