I feel like an expert wedding attendant...I've been a maid of honor three times and bridesmaid once in the past 10 years and have attended countless other weddings. I am still close with two of the women for whom I was MOH but not with the third, we will call her Fiona...At least as far as I'm concerned, but I'm not sure she feels the same way. We were best friends in college and for several years afterward. We made it a point to visit as often as possible, even after her third child was born. But her husband joined the Army a few years ago, and they have moved several times since then. Fiona's children are also older now and have almost always taken over our phone dates and visits as it is. I've been patient over the years, understanding that she has a family and had gone back to school for her master's, etc. But because of these things, we have drifted apart. She has only met my fiance once in the 5 years we've been together.
I want the other two friends to be my matrons of honor and another friend to be a bridesmaid. My fiance potentially has five groomsmen and would like for me to find two more bridesmaids to make it even, but I just don't feel like asking anyone else. I don't particularly care if it's even, either. I also don't want Fiona to be hurt or angry that I didn't ask her to be in the wedding when I was her MOH ten years ago. We have barely spoken in the past two years, haven't visited (COVID aside...no discussion or attempts made), and she currently lives in Washington and I live in Illinois. I have no doubt that she would do her best to make things work, but I also feel bad even thinking about asking anything like that of her knowing she has three kids, a husband in the Army who is injured right now, and just getting settled with her teaching job in WA.
So basically...I know there are no rules, but if you were Fiona, would you be pissed if I didn't ask you to be at least a bridesmaid? Would this end the friendship? Or could you understand, be happy, and continue on as we have?
Thoughts?? Thanks in advance!