Our first anniversary is coming up in a few weeks. My anxiety is through the roof, and honestly I don't even want to think about it. We are in marriage counseling and attempting to work through a lot of issues we have. I am also seeing a counselor as an individual too. Pretty much everyone I know has been asking to see our wedding photos ( which we both absolutely hate), wedding video (which I still don't have), and if we are excited about celebrating one year. Every time someone asks I become angry, depressed, and find myself lying to people by saying we are still working on getting photos, or yes, i didn't realize it's been a year already. The more I lie the more miserable I feel about myself. Did anyone else experience this?
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