So we had a lot of (my) friends not come to our wedding- these are late cancels I'm talking about in the 2 weeks to 1 day prior range. Range of excuses (some of which were legit others not, I think maybe they were embaressed) but in general these people excepting 1 have not made much effort to repair the friendship and have largely been out of our lives since.
When they do appear not sure how to handle. One thing that's been different is in general in life I'm the person to make more of the effort to connect. I decided I had enough and wasn't going to be the person calling or whatever. One thing that's awesome about my husband is that he ALWAYS makes me feel wanted and desired, no chasing after him to be sure.
One person right now has reprompted the issue. We don't live in the same city, one of those friends where we've gone through similar stuff and then have had deep connections when we are in the same town. Or we won't talk for months then have a 2-3 hour phone call. They were super generous to host us at their summer place in the mountains where they were working just 3 months before our wedding, and hooked us up with tickets (I later found they paid out of pocket) two nights to the ensemble they played in. Her husband (who I'm friendly with when I see him, actually met him first) had a work thing there was no way he could get out of, no problem. He told us months before. She said she was definitely coming then cancelled couple nights before saying she didn't think she could drive by herself with potential of migraines (which she has suffered from for years). Offered to pay for plate (we had an extremely frugal/DIY wedding so we DGAF).
Of course we didn't need that and appreciated the offer, was slightly annoyed tho since she easily could have taken train or bus up and gotten a ride. She had previously made a big deal about how she was coming. But whatever, medical stuff is real. I replied of course we don't expect anything and they already were so generous, but let's catch up next time she's in town or talk later. I have not heard anything from her since, >1.5 years ago.
Today got a text that a mutual colleague passed away but that's it. I don't mind to open up a conversation but I feel I need to address that I'm disappointed I have heard nothing from her.
How would people suggest I respond if at all?
I'll probably update this with some other specific instances of other friends that I still feel lost how to handle.