Hated my trial!

I'm so upset! I really really hated my makeup trial. I love all this makeup artists work. She always does an amazing job and I am so disapointed that I really hated how I looked. I am pale and have red hair. She made my eyebrows soooo dark they looked almost black and my skin was at least 4 shades darker then it is naturally. Im so sad. I already hired her for the day and to top it off shes basicly family. She is my fiances cousin girlfriend. What do I do! I know I can tell her what to change and what I would prefer but i feel so unconfident going into the wedding having hated my trial! I know I can ask for a second trial but I really don't want to spend $100 all over again. What do you suggest? I told her I liked golden brown natural tones. I think she heard gold and ran with it..... there is nothing natural about it! I'm so upset.... only good thing is I know her makeup is waterproof.... I cried all the way to my hair trial because I felt I looked like a clown! My hair trial however went wonderful and I'm very happy with that. Here are some pictures. I also came home and put my own makeup on.... Its know where near as neatly done or finished looking as hers but it feels more natural to me. Pleasr help me figure out what to do without being upset or sounding too harsh to the MUA.