Highs and lows

Hello my wedding planning doers
Have you been feeling on a high and then you come to a low. Where you are all into wedding planning and some things or someone has even your FH or FW has said something and made you feel so low that you just want cancel everything. But think about the money all the planning that you have done. That you are trying your best to hang on well I have been feeling that way last week all that I have describe well it came in to world. I dont want to repeat what has been actually said to me by my FH I'm doing my best to chalk it up to begin having cold feet we are 2 1/2 months away from our wedding day. And the others as they have shown there envy green eyed monster as revealed there self. So literally have snuff the happiest right out of me. Like why shouldn't I have a wedding and just elope to make the other person or person feel better. And who to say that down the line I would have be want have a wedding then. I wouldn't even mention it to him about it years from now. Our time is now my friends and some family they are rooting for us. They know what we been thru so why should I give up what I have always wanted. That's all I have every done was put what I want on the back burner.