Just got an email from my venue, informing us that Hawaii extended the 14 days quarantine for incoming traveler until the end of July. I get it, it is for everyone’s safety, but I am super upset, heartbroken, angry, stressed, and I feel like I don’t even want to think about a wedding anymore. At least not in these moment. I just feel nauseous and I can’t sleep. I don’t know how you guys feel better after you decide to postpone.
One of bridesmaid arrived yesterday from Miami, and I am supposed to alter her dress tomorrow. My 3rd dress fitting is this week, but I just feel like canceling everything, boxed everything and stuff them in the storage or shed. I dreamt this wedding for more than 2 decades after our elopement, and now I just don’t give a 💩 to my wedding anymore. My chest felt so heavy, and I just feel like crying.