So let me start by saying i have FOUR YEARS till my wedding date. (I know long wait ) but in order to have the kind of celebration i desire, i def need to save for it! I probably shouldn't have because i have heard the horror stories and know this was def a gamble... But I ordered a size 8 Wedding Gown while i sit here at Size -12.
I have Yo-Yo'd my weight all my life. 4 years pre baby I was 140 and a size 6-8. I know weight can come off in irregular areas. After my baby weight gain Post Partom i was able to lose 30 lbs (Thanks to breast feeding & Power Walking) However this last year i have ballooned to my heaviest weight of all time. 178 due to mental health struggles, Medication, & Binge eating. I hate how i feel about myself. I have high blood pressure, and am listed as overweight as per my Doctor. I am tired of feeling heavy and unattractive. Anyway, Fast forward to last week.. I saw a wedding gown on Mercari that i fell in love with at a discounted price but it was still brand new with tags listed at 100$ I put a 90$ Offer in and they accepted! I paid 106$ US DOLLAR with Tax and shipping costs for my wedding dress. I found the exact dress on 'still white' listed at 1,000 dollars. I know i got this at a steal! It helped save money and I honestly think it kick started this fire inside of me.. I want to feel my best on wedding day, the best i felt was when i was a 6-8 at 138 lbs. My lowest weight ever! I know that people will tell me to love myself, Shouldn't have bought the dress because it can't be let out, i am foolish for doing this, Easier to Take in a dress, I wont lose weight.... etc. I Want to hear positives. Your fitness and weight loss goals. So what if i bought my dress smaller? It's motivating me like crazy and have lost 4 Lbs in 9 days from my new diet plan. No scratch that, New habits and lifestyle. I dont want to turn to food for comfort any longer. I am changing my relationship with food. I am getting more active. I couldn't be happier. I hope to one day re-post After my wedding day in my dress. I know i can do it. I want to hear everyone's opinions and or stories of wedding's and weight loss. Most importantly, Why you chose to get fit and if you slowly started learning to love yourself along the way
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