Hey everyone.
I have not been active for a very long time.... I do not even know why I write this now. Sorry for my English.
When we met he was very sweet and caring and charming and I ignored therefore the other signs I saw that we are not a good match. I was active, into outdoor sports, art and travelling and he liked to stay at home and watch tv. Well I thought he would change but instead I did. I lost myself kind of and got depressed, lost all my friends, gained weight and stayed home always. After a while we were more like room mates. I tried to break it off but he insisted that he would change. Well now he broke up with me telling me he loves me like he loves his mother and that he only married me for the money and we were not really married. He is searching for woman on tinder right next to me. I found out that he got messages, videos and pics from an other woman already some weeks ago. She also booked an Airbnb in Spain for him( he said its a business trip ) and much much more. He does not admit to having someone else or apologize and at this point I do not care anymore. Once I realized he is not the guy with an awesome personality I felt relieved and free again. Now I reorganized my life and feel so happy I have not felt for years. Of course his nastiness hurt my feelings and shattered my worldview, but that will pass as well.
