Everyone coming is vaccinated, but this last year has really shaken me and if cases aren’t down by a few weeks from now and we still go, I think I would be too scared of someone getting sick, esp because it seems like there’s no rhyme or reason with how hard covid hits different people, even vaccinated ones. I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if a member of my friends/ family got seriously sick or had to battle long covid.
That said this has been my happy thought getting me through the shittiest year ever, and I’m having trouble accepting the possibility that it won’t happen.
Changing destinations wouldn’t really be an option, because delta is the predominant variant throughout the US now and idk how safe I would feel doing the nightclub/ day club parties I really was looking forward to. I polled the girls and they pretty much all still want to go, and now I’m both upset with the pandemic and with myself for not being able to be mentally ok with going given how many people are getting sick and the relative lack of data on the likelihood of symptomatic breakthrough infections.
Has anyone gone through something similar who wants to commiserate? I know this is 100% a super privileged place to be complaining from (ergo, the KUWTK gif) but I’m disappointed nevertheless and just needed to vent. If you’ve gotten this far thanks for reading.
