I've posted on here numerous times regarding different stages and issues of my relationship with my MIL. My issues with her can be condensed down to: culture clash, her being pushy, controlling, manipulative, passive-aggressive, nosy, acting helpless and like she's #1 in my husband's life, and being selfish, demanding, and dramatic. Whew! After 3 years of an emotional rollercoaster of knowing her, of trying to get to know her and be on good terms with her, I'm feeling so done. I just want to walk away, quit trying, good night.
Dilemma: My Husband doesn't seem to be so done with MIL like I am. Well he was and then he wasn't and then he was and then he wasn't. Basically, he seems conflicted about his relationship with his mom.
One minute he wants to cut her out of his life, the next he thinks things are looking up (based on her suddenly nice behavior) and he speaks like she'll be in our lives permanently and regularly.
I don't want that. I want minimal contact, but isn't it ultimately in his power what we do because she's HIS mom? I can voice my opinion/preference, but she is HIS mom, not mine. She may suddenly be on better behavior, but it could be because it's the holidays and she knows she's on thin ice with my Husband. Not to be cynical, but it just feels like even if she becomes 'nicer' that it'll always be about her and what she "needs" and her trying to be controlling and pushing the boundaries with us.
Honestly, in my ideal world, she'd barely be a presence in our lives, but Husband seems all over the place.
I'm not convinced her sudden niceness is genuine. Even when she's being 'nice' she's still making mild digs at us and trying to insinuate herself into our lives. Right when I think Husband sees her crazy and is ready to combat it, he backs down. I don't consider him a pushover in the slightest, but moms are such a weak spot for all of us! I'm at a loss. How do I get past my anger with her? And my frustration with my Husband? Am I in the wrong? The only benefit I see to her in our lives is my Husband feeling like he has a mom....but what type of mom, at what cost? He's said many times that she only adds stress to his life and she's an emotional burden to him...I guess it's not my decision to make but I am very much affected by this.