Hi all.
So my situation is different and crazy. FH and I are getting married on July 15th (yay!). Long story short, my mother has terminal cancer, and recently has become worse. We decided to get married officially on Monday so she could be there. It was our parents and immediate family only. We are still going through with the wedding, because it's paid for and in two months. I'm having a really hard time dealing with all of my emotions. I'm so happy that H and I are married, we have our shower this weekend, and will be surrounded by so many loved ones. But I know my mother will not be one of those. I'm dealing with basically losing her, and starting my life with my hubby. Obviously it's hard for him as well. Have any of you been through something similar? How do/did you handle it?
I am happy with our decision, because it was and is the best for us. I guess I just need to get my emotions out there, and would appreciate some advice on how to handle it all.
-Mindy
