My MOH and I have been friends for 6 or 7 years we met through our exes. We have very different personalities and occasionally butt heads. When I got engaged she was living out of state and seemed really happy for me and she has met and likes FH, I immediately asked her to be MOH and for her son to be the ring bearer and she was excited. We had a pretty long engagement so about 5 or 6 months after we got engaged we picked a venue and a date and I told MOH where and when we were getting married, most of our guests were coming from out of state so I did my best to inform everyone of the date and location as soon as possible so that they could start making travel arrangements.
I had planned to go wedding dress shopping last November and 3 or 4 months before I asked MOH if she wanted to go with us (my mother, MIL and myself), we were going to a dress shop out of state and thought she could meet us there, she said she'd love to and I booked my mom and mys tickets and a hotel room for all of us and a rental car for all of us. 2 months before MOH calls and says she can't come because she cant get time off work, she can't afford a plane ticket and can't get her ex husband to watch their son. So I told her ask her boss for time off (he said sure), I bought her a plane ticket and told her to bring the baby and I'll bring my fiancé to watch the baby at the hotel, so I also bought a ticket for my fiancé. Then 3 days before the trip she texts me and says shes having anxiety about the trip and is going to bring her abusive ex husband with her for comfort, I said okay but I dont want to see him, so she said he was getting a ticket and they were getting their own hotel room and car. Then the night before the trip she texts me that shes not going to go because she really sick and has been in and out of the emergency room for weeks and is having all sorts of medical issues. So we go dress shopping, me, my mom, my MIL and my fiancé (he stayed at the hotel) and she didnt show up.
I let it go and made amends and urged her to book her hotel room for the wedding and get her plane ticket before prices get too high, the wedding is in a small town and hotels are going to fill up quickly in the summer. Fast forward we are now 6 months from the wedding I haven't heard if she's booked any thing and I saw a cheap airbnb so I texted to ask if she had made a hotel reservation for the wedding and she said she hadn't yet that money has been tight, which I understand. I sent her the link for the airbnb, and she told me that between her and her son it's going to cost 2,000 to go to my wedding and she can't afford that and he brothers wedding is 2 weeks after mine and he's family so he comes first. And I tried to talk to about ways we can cheapen the cost, like her staying in the big house my parents are renting so she doesnt have to get her own place to stay and told her she I can pick her up from the airport and she can use my car so she doesnt need a rental but she just said no she can't do it. The thing is everyone warned me she was going to do this, everyone told me she wasn't coming to the wedding, but I'm heart broken. She is very literally my only friend and literally the only person I invited to the wedding, I mean you have the list of people my parents invited and the list of people my in-laws invited and the list of my fiancés friends and then theres my list of my one single friend and she's not coming. Wedding planning has been the single most lonely experience in my life and I feel like so much of the wedding industry is oddly geared towards having close girlfriends when isn't it supposed to be about like life long love and marriage and commitment? Sorry now this is a rant. I just don't know what to do, I doubt I can make a super close friend in the next month but I suppose I could try talking to more strangers.
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