My weight before my wedding

I didn’t think I’d ever write anything on here but seeing all the discussions made me want to vent a little and share my current feelings. My wedding is in a week and for a long time now I have had a hard time accepting that I’ve gained weight. It’s been over a year+ that I’ve been wanting to do something about it and always said I want to look “perfect” for my wedding for pics, for myself and my future husband. Now I’m a week away and I feel like I’m not a beautiful bride. I see pictures of so many brides and they’re all so beautiful to me because their body looks great, the dress looks amazing and they make it look good.. yet with myself I look in the mirror even in such a beautiful gown that I have, I can’t see myself as beautiful. All I see is that I’m not in shape and my arms are chubby and my face is round.. etc. I think why did I waste all this time and didn’t try hard enough and other factors played in too; stress, hormonal imbalance, not trying hard enough, not being consistent. I guess I’m just ranting but I also want to know..
how do I accept my body right now or accept that this is my weight for the best day of my life and the most memorable day I’ll probably ever have and I may not be 100% happy with pictures and my body on my day? How do I accept this is my body right now and I can’t do anything at this point for the wedding? I’m a stressed bride right now lol but this has been on my mind … anyone relate at all?