Nervous about our photographer (long)

Photography was one of the most important things to me but we were still on a tight budget. I ended up finding a really good photographer in our budget, fast forward to engagement photos. I loved them but at the same time they weren’t exactly the quality I was expecting. A lot of them were out of focus so I started to be a little nervous. When I started looking at her instagram more I realized she hadn’t actually shot a lot of weddings, most of her pictures were from styled wedding shoots or second shooting with other photographers..


Now fast forward to a few months ago I noticed she hadn’t posted anything on social media for months (she’s always really active on there) so I was a little concerned. The other week she posted that her dog doesn’t have long to live and she’s completely stopped taking pictures, editing pictures, everything photography related until he passes because she’s spending 24/7 with her him. It’s an incredibly sad situation and I really do feel for her but with my wedding being in less than 3 months I’m getting really really nervous about how this is going to go.. I don’t want to sound insensitive by any means but I just needed to get this off my chest!!