This is kind of difficult for me to talk about but I’m going to be vulnerable. I’ve always struggled with depression and a few other mental health issues. I tend to really distract myself with events, like if I have a girl’s night planned I constantly think about it to give myself something to look forward to and once it’s over I feel “let down” I guess is how you could describe it. I’m incredibly nervous for how I’m going to be after our wedding.. I’m constantly obsessing over how great of a day it’s going to be, distracting myself with all the details, I almost don’t want the day to come because I don’t want it to be over.
We aren’t going on a honeymoon, I think we’re spending the night at a nice hotel (MAYBE) but then we’re right back to “reality” which obviously makes the whole let down even worse.. This may sound silly to some people I don’t know.. I just don’t want to be in a dark place right after I get married. I wanted to be in newlywed bliss.
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