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- Ever since I was about 13, I was bullied quite often because of my appearance. I'm darker skinned, developed early (have worn a bra since 2nd grade), socially awkward, and terrible with fashion and make-up. Not much has changed, I am still socially awkward, riddled with anxiety and still very much below the bar in the appearance department - I'm thin, and have nice, straight teeth; but I struggle with acne, though that has lessened over the years at least. Im filled with anxiety about my upcoming big day and looking nice for pictures. I made the decision to elope partially to cut costs and for safety precautions, but the other reason was bc I didn't want to be seen in person by our (fh and I) loved ones. I've overheard some pretty hurtful comments from in-laws, and occasionally from my family about my appearance (darker skin, clothing selection).
- How are you anxiety brides handling it with your upcoming day and nervousness about taking pictures?