postponing again maybe

Hi brides !



I had to postpone my wedding from last year to this year because of covid. I paid everything cash without help from parents or anyone else and I am scared to lose all that money since most vendors have a no refund policy. The new wedding date is in May and it's in CA Bay Area. As of right now large gatherings and receptions aren't allowed. I am freaking out because I don't know what date to move it to!?!??! Nost weekends are taken this year and I don't know if i can wait 1 more year!! At this rate I feel ill never have the wedding.
My venue told me they will have more information regarding changes to guest count and reception but I am doubtful it will change.