I know right off the bat I am going to get a lot of hate for what I am about to say. Some of you might have different opinions, and that is okay. But, I definitely need to vent about how I am being viewed in my current situation.
I just found out that my MOH is pregnant. We don't know the exact date, but it looks as if she will be about to pop on my wedding day. Meaning, she might not even be able to come to the wedding, let alone be in it. If she is in it, there have to be major changes to the BM dresses and adjustments to make sure she is comfortable. She is my best friend, and I am extremely happy for her.
But, I am angry. Not at her, at the situation. I want the woman who has stuck by my side for so long to be there alongside me for this step too. I am sad, that I won't be able to share the experience with her. I am frustrated, because it is all up in the air and I don't know how to plan for it. I have been called selfish. Am I not allowed to have emotions? Any advice out there?