I am feeling really overwhelmed, which I expected to feel at some point in the planning process but we are less than two months in and our wedding is a year away.
A few days after we got engaged I had something horrific happen in my family that put our engagement happiness on the back burner. I would feel guilty for being happy and starting to plan during this time, finally that situation has become better. Recently an incident happened with my FH family over stepping boundaries, I let them know this and it has turned into a fight. At this point I am unsure of even wanting a wedding and thinking of just cancelling the venue and do nothing. I have forever dreamed about a wedding and now here it is and I want none of it. Is this normal? I now understand why people elope.