My husband and I have been married for almost 3 months. Our wedding was amazing, but I can't seem to stop thinking about some of the things I would have changed. Our florist messed up and the flowers were falling apart and they looked nothing like what I wanted. My bridesmaids bouquets were supposed to be a single red rose with a bunch of babies breath, but instead there were probably a dozen red roses with a little bit of babies breath so the flowers blended into the bridesmaids dresses since the dresses were red. My bouquet, my maid of honor's bouquet, and my centerpieces were supposed to have blush roses, but they were pink instead. My jewelry got lost and my bridesmaids had to search for it which meant we didn't get as many getting ready photos as I wanted. It was nearly 100 degrees so we didn't get really any outdoor photos. We weren't supposed to have a champagne toast and my dad who is a recovering alcoholic accidentally drank some of the champagne luckily that didn't cause him to start drinking again. I had wanted to get married in October, but my sister was supposed to be getting married in October however she cancelled her wedding after we already had our venue and most of our vendors booked. We had a beautiful arch I really wanted for the ceremony, but you can't see my husband in the photos of us doing the sand ceremony because the material on the arch is blocking him. Is it normal to wish you could change things because lately it seems like that's all I can think about and I feel stupid for feeling this way.