So over planning.

I got REALLY over it after about six months, and anytime we had to make a decision I didn't care. It felt like all the details didn't matter because I'd probably not even remember what jewelry my bridesmaids wore or what color the napkins were. But then about a month ago, I got excited again and it's been taking over all my thoughts. I'm down to 17 days and I can't wait!

This post! I'm so over it!! I can't even pretend with people. They ask me and expect me to be the blushing bride. Which irritates me more. I want to be married. I want to go back to normal.

All I can think of though is that after we get married I'll be asked a million time when we are having babies. Then when we are having more.

Adulting is hard.

Me too. I'm over it. Saturday can't come soon enough. I just want it done!

Honestly I can't wait till Saturday at 3PM, that's when the whole thing that we've been planning officially starts (first look) and at that point forwards almost everything is out of my hands.

SAME. Can someone else just do this shit for me?

I am burnt out and so as my fiancé.. So stressful especially when one of your bridesmaid and one of the groomsman back off.. Ugh!

I'm over it and I still have forever left haha. I figure once everything's booked I'll feel slightly better but who knows. I'm mostly stressed about finances. FH is trying to get this great job and if he does then we can afford the wedding we want, when we want and we don't have to worry. But if not, I'm not really sure what we'll do. So I'm just in a stressful place waiting because I can research and find everything I want, I just can't actually do things until we know if we can have the date we want or if we need to push it out :/ we have a few more weeks of waiting.