Still Feeling Bummed...

Semi rant time. My shower wound up getting canceled because no one could come (no one wanted to drive 70 miles to the hostess’ place), and the bachelorette party was canceled too because no one could come either. Meanwhile, my fiancé’s roommate (the best man) keeps bragging about how great the bachelor party is going to be, (sometimes in front of me), and honestly, this is kind of hurtful. (He knows that all my parties got canceled).

I don’t mean to sound selfish, but I feel like I am really missing out on part of the pre-wedding experience because all the parties got canceled. This seems to be like the story of my life— I hosted showers for two of my bridesmaids, but when it’s my turn, I don’t get to have a party.
I feel left out. I know it’s a stupid and petty thing, but it bothers me because every time I look at my registry, I get reminded of why I had to put these physical things on the list in the first place. Maybe it’s the stress of the impending wedding, but I just can’t get over this.

Thoughts?