Where do I go and where do I start? I'm so stressed and tired.
Engaged 1 month and 1 day after our 1st date. Wedding about 1 year from engagement. He lived 3 hours away... so I moved and got a new job, in a new field. It can be boring partly cuz training is non-existent and I've not done a lot of this work before and sometimes I feel lost. The good part is I have a good boss (lack of training isn't fully her fault as this is a joint venture thing with a state and federal grant) and it is a lot less stressful than previous career in most aspects.
We have been moving my items slowly from my old home to the new one we purchased together, which no one lived in for 2+ years. He lived with his parents after his late wife passed (almost 10 years ago) because of all the hours he worked and he still had a teenager to raise. His parents are the sweetest people too, but I find the amount of dirt they and he is used to living in is beyond what I can handle and he already works so hard it is hard to push him to help me more but I feel pressure from every corner.
My brother will be renting my old home starting June 1 so that should help us I think.
New home has a "Mother-in-law Suite" that we were going to AirBnB but now my mom is going to downsize and move into that. I have my alterations to do on my dress and I'm afraid I'm going to miss something on the wedding plans. I've never helped plan a wedding, my bridesmaids are all out of state so it is limited help and none of them have done anything with a wedding either. My mom also lives out of state and at times drives me nuts because she wants to do things as if it was her wedding. No, it is my first one despite me being 46. She had hers! I also wish to include FH as it is also his...
I just need to vent and any ideas from anyone to lighten my general stress and or make sure I don't goof up a big part of my wedding would be appreciated. I've also had more than my share of health problems since before even starting to date FH, had a hysterectomy and removal of fibroids, endometriosis in August, another bout of kidney stones and related surgeries in December/January. New job, new house, becoming a landlord, and a wedding in all under a year. 😲 😱 😲 😱
I want to explode.