So I posted a while ago about my situation with my biological father and got a lot of good feedback. He and my mom divorced when I was 8 and that was due to him moving in with his mistress who he married a few months after the divorce. He was never in my life and I felt indifferent toward him. It’s more I felt sad for the choices he made to not be in my life rather than angry at him for not being there. However my mom and her family are the most amazing loving and supportive family I could ask for. I had planned to invite my biological father to the wedding as a guest. My grandpa is walking me down the aisle. But when I brought that up to my mom and grandparents, my mom said she was fine with that, but I could see she wasn’t and my grandma who’s the sweetest lady ever told me it would really upset my mom and not to do it. My grandpa said he wouldn’t feel comfortable walking me down the aisle if my biological father was there. It wasn’t worth hurting the family who’d always been there for me. So I decided not to invite him, but my sister let me know he thought he was invited. I knew I had to let him know that he wasn’t because there was a big chance that he would either show up without an invitation or wait for an invitation and not realize he wasn’t invited until very close to the day. The first option was not something I wanted to happen and the second is far too cruel for me to think of having happen.
So I finally called him today and it went pretty much how I expected. He was really excited to hear from me and when I brought up the wedding I think he thought I was going to ask him to walk me down the aisle. Instead, I let him know we had thought long and hard about what to do and finally decided due to past situations with the families and wanting to avoid any uncomfortable situations, we thought it was best to not invite them to the wedding. I let him know that we would love instead to have a private celebration with them after we got back from honeymoon like at a restaurant. He kept saying that’s okay, that’s fine, aw okay I understand, in this really small voice. Which of course made me feel terrible and like a monster. He changed the subject we talked for a bit more and then I said I had to get back to work but that I was serious about celebrating with them after we got back from honeymoon and would give them a call. He said oh that’s okay I understand. That’s alright.
Basically I feel like a bad person but I know it had to be done. I wish things would have been different and tried to go about it in the best way possible. There really isn’t a good way. Based on his response do you think i should still call after honeymoon or was that him basically saying no thanks? I probably will call but it’s all so uncomfortable and I hate being in this position! The people I’ve talked to about it have all said he brought this on himself but regardless I never wanted to be the person to dole out consequences for his actions. This is the only thing I’ve hated about our wedding which otherwise has been such a fun and amazing moment in our lives. Looking for some love and support today ❤️