I am planning a wedding for 10.3.2020 with under 50 people at most! I got engaged after almost 10 years of dating in Jan 2019. I already waited 20+ months and have everything ready. I had everything except final payments in January 2020.
I definitely never thought a (insert profanity) pandemic would sweep the world. Our world changed. We must love from afar with no true end in sight. We may have to wear masks and stay 6 ft away from family and friends for another year!
I don’t want to have to wait another 15 months to get married because God knows what else could happen? However, how do you have a wedding celebration? Where you can’t hug in congratulating? Where people will have to talk from afar? How will the wedding video come out? Everyone will be in masks? I want to capture the smiles and laughter and full selves for years to cherish. My mom said think it will be remembered in generations to come. Which I get, but don’t want to accept.
I wanted the wedding to be a fun time where we could all laugh and love and live as the most important people in our lives are there with us. I want to capture dancing w my dad, dancing w my hubby, dancing or smiling with loved ones.
There are no words for how to move through all of this. However, there are so many feelings: hope, denial, anger, excitement, anxiety, sadness, hope again, anger again, disappointment, grief, and then put them all in a blender and press pulse! It is a guessing game! I do not swear, but this all has me wanting to yell THIS (insert profanity word with f) SUCKS!!!
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