Someone at work asked me about my upcoming wedding today and it put me in a horrible mood. We are 53 days out and I feel like I will never be ready. If we had gone with our original plan to elope we would have been married yesterday and be sitting on the beach in Florida today. I'm just tired of planning something I don't really care about doing, and I'm not even excited for the day, because I feel like I'm going to be so busy getting things ready and running around that I won't be able to enjoy myself. I feel like a horrible girl and a horrible bride. Please tell me I'm not the only person feeling this way?