So I am about 33 months out and while I am excited to marry the man of my dreams I am not fully excited. However has anyone thought that it is so surreal that they are getting married and having a wedding. I seriously just stop and reflect and think "Oh (insert expletive) I am getting married!
I assume getting married during a pandemic does not help. I worry about getting sick before the day, financially I feel stressed ensuring that the vendors will be paid off and FH has enough money for the honeymoon and right now with how teaching in schools during this time is going I am not happy in my job this year for a variety of reasons. I feel this should be the happiest time but so many worries circle through my head that I feel I won't calm down until after it is over. Is this normal? Anyone else felt this way esp for those that got married during COVID times?
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