My Fiance really wants us to write and read our own vows and keep them secret from eachother until during the ceremony. I am hesitant because he is really good at things like that and I am not. I am worried that his will be "Major League Baseball" and mine will be "Kindergarten T-Ball" so to speak. I am also worried that if mine aren't the same "level" as his that his mom (and family) will judge me more than she already does (she is also already judging my mom for decisions she is making). It is giving me so much anxiety. He already mostly wrote his and he sent them to his sister. I was talking to her about them and she says that he has never heard him say stuff like that about anyone and it makes her jealous her husband doesn't say those things. It is making me even more anxious about it.