Hi guys. I've been very torn. After we lost our venue and because of COVID, the whole wedding plan kinda snowball and we decided to cancel our out of state wedding. We are getting a refund from the venue, DJ, and the Baker. We're hoping for good news that our caterer would refund us but most likely a credit would be given for future use. I'm not sure if my florist is trying to cheat me but apparently she already paid the wholesaler. Anyhow...
We've thought of doing a micro wedding in our home state with just my future in laws and wedding party and a few friend's that willing to travel.
Now I'm re planning and quite frankly, I'm over it. I don't want to lose anymore money. I don't want to look at another venue or napkin color. I don't want to postpone until 20-whatever. I'm angry, mad, upset, in tears, but at no one's fault, I nor anyone can help that there's a pandemic and I just can't have the wedding imagined. I even considered going to the courthouse and calling it a day.
In the end, I'm not sure what to do anymore. Has anyone dealt with these feelings and somehow manage to make it work and be happy? Everyone keeps saying it's all about you and your fiance and your love story. But I want to share my love story...
P.S. No matter what decision I make my parent's will not attend because of COVID.