Hi!
My wedding was 3 months ago and I still find myself crying about it on the regular. For everyone else the day was great, but the immense pressure I felt being the wedding planner, day of coordinator and bride all in one (with a pandemic thrown into the mix!) was just a bit too much.
I spent the entire morning of the wedding having panic attacks and crying whilst trying to set up the outside venue (in the rain!), after being up until 3am the night before the wedding making bouquets (since our florist and venue decorator scammed us 3 weeks prior).
It felt like such a shambles and “not a real wedding” - some sort of imposter syndrome?! I also have deep regret about ruining the experience for my family.
I can’t afford a counselor at the moment and my negative attitude and experiences of the wedding is driving a wedge between my partner and I, who is disappointed in the way I speak out the day (he thought it was great!).
Really at a loss for where to go from here and how to focus on the positives from the day - I struggle to remember much since I had such a strong vision for how the day was supposed to go they all seem to blur!
Anyway, apologies for the long message, but has anyone had a similar experience or can recommend a way to move on?
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