Wedding in 2 months and i don’t want to have it anymore

Our wedding is in 2 months and I don’t even want to have this wedding anymore. Maybe it’s the planning that has taken a toll on me or the fact that a lot of my family won’t be there. I’m just not excited about it anymore and it should be the happiest day in our lives and I should feel excited at this point. In the beginning I was super excited, couldn’t wait to send out the invitations and plan everything etc. I think the biggest reason is that I had this idea that we can celebrate the big day with both of our families and friends and we will have this beautiful event and everyone is happy and now that there will be only 2 people from my side, I feel like I’m just throwing an expensive party for his friends and family. I don’t have a big family or friend group but I was counting on that at least 8-10 people from my side would come especially since we are helping with the accommodations and travel costs. And we are super close with my family and I really wanted to share this important day with them and have those father-daughter and mother-daughter moments and memories. I won’t be even enjoying the day and it will be painful when my family won’t be there. I love my fiancé but like I said before - at this point I just feel like I’m throwing an expensive party for his friends and I just want to cancel everything and elope and not to think about it. I don’t know what to do. The wedding is in 2 months.