So I’m looking for other’s perspectives and opinions on my current situation. A little back story…. My fiancé and I have been together for 5 years and got engaged 5 months ago. Fiancé’s brother got engaged 9 months ago and just got married this past weekend. He and his new wife got together about 8 months before we did, and we do spend a good amount of time together. Future BIL’s new wife hasn’t really shown much interest in forging a relationship with me over the years. While we do things together, it always includes the guys and she makes much more of an effort with my fiancé than she does with me. For the most part she just acts like I’m not there. I only have my assumptions, but I think it comes down to the fact that fiancé’s family were very welcoming to me from the start of our relationship and have praised me quite a bit for all that I do for his mom and his son (7). Fiance’s mother is disabled. Earlier on in our relationship I was still starting off my career and had flexibility to help with his mom a few days a week. This included taking her to appointments, helping her with bowel movements (yes, it was as gross as it sounds), cleaning up after her, helping her shower, doing laundry/helping around the house, going food shopping, etc. Future BIL’s wife did not offer to help with anything, even though she only worked a few days a week part-time. Every time we would all get together, their parents would say very positive things about me, and I think this got under future BIL’s wife’s skin. She craves being the center of attention (her maid of honor’s speech was literally all about how much her sister needs to always be the center of attention), and I don’t think she liked how much the family fawned over me and did not do the same with her.
Anyways, fast forward to their engagement - we were very excited for them and genuinely celebrated their engagement. I always assumed I would be in future BIL’s wife’s bridal party and she would be in mine, even if just for tradition and symbolizing bringing our families together. While she and I aren’t super close one on one, we do spend a lot of time together as a family and I’ve always been kind and supportive towards her.
Well, she didn’t ask me to be a bridesmaid, and at first I thought it may be that she had too many people she was close with and tried to just brush it off. Then, she doesn’t invite me to her bachelorette party and proceeds to tell me all about their plans to go to Miami a few weeks before they were planning to leave. Super awkward, and definitely felt like she was twisting the knife a little that I wasn’t invited. I’ve tried reaching out asking about how wedding planning was going and she didn’t really seem to want to give me any details. Leading up to the wedding last week, I reached out a few times to see if she needed help with anything and to share my excitement for her the day before the wedding. She then asked if I wanted to get ready in her suite with her and the girls, so I responded and said “sure, that sounds like fun!”. When I saw her before we were leaving the rehearsal dinner (fiancé is the best man), I told her to just text me in the morning whenever she wanted me to come over so I didn’t interrupt any of the bridal party stuff. She said ok, but I could tell she wasn’t really excited about me joining them. Awkward. Anyways, the next morning I got up with fiancé and we had breakfast at the hotel and got back to the room mid-morning. Fiancé’s brother reached out to him about running some errands before the wedding, so he ran out to do that while I got myself and future step-son (7) showered and together. Around noon, fiancé comes back to our room and lets me know that all of the groomsmen are going to be coming to our room to get ready because we have the only other suite (the bridal party was in the other). We could hear the bridal party blasting music and laughing through the wall since 7am, but I hadn’t heard from bride all morning. Well, I had nowhere to go and the bride never texted me to come join them, so I was stuck in the hotel room with all the groomsmen getting ready with them. Then, around 2pm the trolley showed up to take the groomsmen over to the wedding and my fiancé said I should just ride with them since we hadn’t heard from the bridal party and I didn’t have any other way to get to the venue. At the actual wedding, she never even acknowledged that she didn’t text me to come get ready with them. I also learned that she only had 5 bridesmaids and he had 7 groomsmen (which was supposed to be 8 up until the night before the wedding), so she absolutely could have included me. They took a million wedding party photos and then the photographer suggested taking some photos with the family (basically just adding me and the groom’s dad because my fiancé and future step-son were already in the wedding party). We took about 3 snaps before the bride said she needed to stop because she was too hot and sweaty to take anymore photos. After the ceremony, I look to find our seats, and they don’t even have me sitting next to my fiancé, they have step-son next to him and me further down the table. We did some seat swaps so I could sit next to him, which was also very uncomfortable. Throughout the rest of the night I felt very intentionally excluded from things by the bride while fiancé was very warmly included. It was also very noticeable to others at the wedding that I wasn’t included as a bridesmaid (many of my fiancé’s extended family members made off hand comments about being surprised I wasn’t a bridesmaid… layer on the awkwardness). I told my fiancé the next day how uncomfortable everything was and honestly hurtful since it was made clear how she feels about me, and he seemed to understand and agree with me. I should also note that his brother is always very warm and kind to me, and I didn’t feel left out by him just his wife.Well, now we are trying to set a date for our wedding (after being asked by 100 people last weekend), and fiancé brought up the topic of wedding party. He has 4 very close guys that I knew he would include, and then he said he wanted to include his dad as well (which I think is sweet of him). I told him that I really want to include my brother and my BIL (sister’s husband) in our wedding party too. He wasn’t super keen on it because they aren’t super close - my brother lives across the country and is 10 years younger than us, and BIL and sister have 3 kids and most of the focus when we see them is around getting the kids together. But, I told him that it’s important to me that they are included because they are my family and I see our wedding as joining our families together. Fiancé is now telling me that he’ll only include them if I ask his brother’s wife to be in my bridal party. I told him that’s not the same… I was planning to ask her to be in my bridal party, but now I don’t feel like that would be appropriate. I don’t feel like I was merely overlooked to be included in her wedding but instead intentionally excluded. And would be a bit pathetic for me to ask her to be in my bridal party immediately after being so clearly excluded from her entire wedding. So, my question is - am I wrong for not wanting to ask future BIL’s wife to be in my bridal party after how their wedding was handled last weekend? And if it’s understandable to not want to include her, should I still expect my fiancé to include my brother and BIL as groomsmen (both of which he has a good relationship with and have always treated him well)? And how do I get my fiancé to see that it’s not the same ask?
I appreciate everyone’s input and perspectives!
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