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Hi, new here, I’m gonna attempt to give the most concise explanation possible and maybe y’all will have good advice/ideas.
I had a COVID wedding in January 2021. Changed the date once and didn’t want to change again, so we made the best of it and did a drive in wedding behind our church. Planning the wedding, I had minimal support from my mom and sister. They have reasons, my mom was too focused on her moms health (I was my grandmas primary caregiver and my mom was upset that I was trying to get married while my grandma needed so much care and it was COVID times. My sister simply despises my husband, she has for a decade, and her reasons has always been unclear. Well I pushed on and had my wedding anyway, because it was really the only thing bringing me joy at the time. (There was so much drama at home trying to take care of my grandma and my sister being rude and unsupportive, and my husband and I were going to move in with my mom and grandma and sister to continue helping with my grandma, but my sister was adamant that he cannot live in the same house as her. My mom basically took her side so I had to step back a lot and that put a lot more pressure on my mom to do more than she could). But three days after my wedding, my grandma had a heart attack... after a long 3weeks in the hospital, we moved her home on hospice so she wouldn’t have to be alone in the hospital when she passed... having been her main caregiver for years spending nearly 24/7 with her... I didn’t want to be away from her when she passed, so I asked my husband for us to stay at the house for a few days while we see how everything played out. After him staying over for one night, my sister threw a literal tantrum. She is 27 years old. I’m 32.. so then I spent a week without him as I sent him home and stayed with my grandma. Then his friend died.. and things were traumatic for both of us. So I gave my sister a heads up that he was coming back.. she never said anything until he was back again and she threw another tantrum, this time too his face telling him he doesn’t belong here and why can’t he take a hint and go home. My grandma was on her deathbed, my mom was telling my grandma kind things about the whole family being here with her, and my sister is saying “except for the people who need to leave.”
It was so rude and so hurtful. And my mom took my sisters side later basically accusing me of forcing my marriage on my sister “at a time like this.” Anyway, I ended up being forced to choose between being there 24/7 with my grandma or going home at night to support my husband. I ended up being with my grandma during the day and going home at night for about 3 days. Luckily, my grandma passed during the day while I was there instead of at night when I was away. After all this, my sister made another fuss about my husband going to the funeral with me. Long story long, my sister has been causing drama and hurt for years and this was a deep cut that my husband and I have to heal from.. now because I had a COVID ceremony, we postponed our reception to our first anniversary in January 2022 to have a combo party. And, even though my sister was a bridesmaid (begrudgingly) my husband does not want her coming to the reception/anniversary party.I get it, I think he has a right to feel that way... I still kinda want my sister there regardless but I suppose that’s because I feel like she is supposed to be there as like a sisterly duty.Add to everything, my sister got engaged the day before my grandma passed and is getting married in September. I’m not knocking her for getting engaged at that time, she loves my grandma and was happy she got to come home and show my grandma her ring, but I am annoyed that she’s rushing to squeeze her wedding in before I’ve even had a chance to finish mine. And now she’s asking for all kinds of tips and advice and references and asking to borrow things I bought and used... it’s frustrating and making me feel resentful because she won’t apologize (although I’m considering asking her, but knowing her, she will turn it around and blame me somehow, making herself and innocent victim) and honestly her ugliness towards me and my husband isn’t even directly wedding related, because she did show up and put on the face for my ceremony, and she’ll do the same for my reception I’m sure, but my husband doesn’t care because he doesn’t think she should get a pass to be ugly towards us and still be allowed at our marriage celebration.Too this all off with I’m expecting she might even make a fuss about my husband attending her wedding with me... anyone got words of wisdom???