What has been the most difficult part of wedding planning?

Guest list and seating chart

Right now it is the draft guest list. We will need to cut it down and I see drama ahead regarding it.

Guest-list. I HATE the guest-list.

I can't seem to decide on any decorations to save my life

Doing it from far away (DW) not having any idea what the spaces look like, seating chart

Guest list (keeping it to 120)and the music. We have a 10 year age difference.

Guest list for sure (so far). I'd like to have 200, am comfortable with up to 225, and am trying to get the invite list to 250. I know I am supposed to plan that everyone will come but realistically, they won't (lots of OOT guests).

Right now we're at 270 I think. So I'm trying to make cuts but it's SO HARD.

ETA: we are lucky our family is making no guest list demands at all. They fully respect that we're spending our money so this is our decision to make.

Picking attire and deciding on the reception design. I'm not one of those people who can visualize a design. I have to see everything together then go from there. Unfortunately, NOTHING wedding related is sold together. This stresses me!

Picking a photographer is killing me. I cant decide!

Well this is going to sound crazy but me and my fiancé have been together 10 years and are finally getting married in October. I bought my dress and started planning 3 years ago and a few months into the planning I found out I was pregnant! So we decided to wait. Well my son is 2 years old now and we decided to go for it. Problem is I'm so scared to try my dress on to see if it still fits! We are having our wedding in our backyard with only immediate family luckily so we don't blow a ton on invites venue catering etc. I also am lucky to use the bridesmaid dresses my sister had in her wedding as mine since they are the same color I wanted to use "blush pink" and I only have a MOH and she is my sister. Sorry for the long post just thought I would share my story and what I'm so stressed about!